It’s been 3 days …

And the swing mood won’t go away.

I cook last night, i try to distracted this overthinking, the feel of guilty, the feel of abandon, all the unnecessary thought.

I cook for my friends. I try to make myself too tired, so i can get sleep earlier.

It just didn’t work.

It does makes me too emotional. And I’m not intent to.

And I try too hard.

And somehow it didn’t work.

I yelled at work today. Honestly, i didn’t realize until My Boss say “Why are you being emotional.” And it kinda slap me. That is not my intention.

I guess there are things that need some time, oh well, need a lot of time to get healed.

It might need days,


or like me ..

need years.

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