I have an angel in heaven, I call him Dad …

So … it is hard to write while you’re crying … while am crying .., so yeah this will be short.

I bump into this song, and suddenly crying remember Pak Iwan … it’s been 5 months and i know how bad it hurts to just cry and cry because i miss him so bad ..

Karena rasanya sesek banget ya, kangen sama seseorang tapi elo gak bisa denger suaranya lagi, gak bisa peluk dia lagi, gak bisa ketemu lagi … Maaf ya Pa, untuk menjadi anak Papa yang kelewat cengeng kayak gini, so sudden aja kok inih :’)

Click dijudulnya ya untuk link ke youtube nya (ini d X factor nya UK) :

“Jealous”
I’m jealous of the rain
That falls upon your skin
It’s closer than my hands have been
I’m jealous of the rain
I’m jealous of the wind
That ripple through your clothes
It’s closer than your shadow
Oh, I’m jealous of the wind, cause

[Chorus:]
I wished you the best of
All this world could give
And I told you when you left me
There’s nothing to forgive
But I always thought you’d come back, tell me all you found was
Heartbreak and misery
It’s hard for me to say, I’m jealous of the way
You’re happy without me

I’m jealous of the nights
That I don’t spend with you
I’m wondering who you lay next to
Oh, I’m jealous of the nights
I’m jealous of the love
Love that wasn’t here
Gone for someone else to share
Oh, I’m jealous of the love, cause

[Chorus:]
I wished you the best of
All this world could give
And I told you when you left me
There’s nothing to forgive
But I always thought you’d come back, tell me all you found was
Heartbreak and misery
It’s hard for me to say, I’m jealous of the way
You’re happy without me

As I sink in the sand
Watch you slip through my hands
Oh, as I die here another day
Cause all I do is cry behind this smile

[Chorus:]
I wished you the best of
All this world could give
And I told you when you left me
There’s nothing to forgive
But I always thought you’d come back, tell me all you found was
Heartbreak and misery
It’s hard for me to say, I’m jealous of the way
You’re happy without me

It’s hard for me to say, I’m jealous of the way
You’re happy without me

3 comments

  1. papa saya juga lagi disurga mba,, meninggal mendadak serangan jantung pas jam kerja juli 2015 kemarin.. i feel you. Yang kuat yaa :’)

    1. Mbak nya yang kuat juga ya😦 I feel sorry for your loss …

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